recovery

These next weeks of recovery are going to be long and boring. I love the fact that I'm home and there's no school for me(except for awhile..I have to be home schooled for awhile) I can hardly get off the damn coach which means I'm not going ANYWHERE for a LONG while.

Tomorrow there going to take out my staples...Im kinda scared which is so fucking stupid because if I can make it through major surgery than I can make it through staples coming out...>.<>

I have a special toilet that i have to use because I cant get up or off a normal one. Anyway, it's amazing. I'd die without it. =p

Same with my pillow that I keep on my tummy. It helps for the most part.

Sooo how is everyone doing..??? I've been gone for soooo long I'm not sure if I can read everything Ive missed sooo everyone should make a post called " the new and old" and give me a low down or summery of everything Ive missed and some resent stuff so that I can just start from there. ^^

Thank you all it would mean alot. Though if there is anything you want me to see just tell me the name of it and ill go find it..other wise we'll just go from there.

I love you ace, and Lia. Thank you for the comments, your amazing.

I'M ALIVE, but I have some sad news

I'm very sorry I've been gone for so long. There was a reason, though. The pain I was feeling on my side wasn't just nothing; it was ovarian cancer. Seven and a half inches long, in fact. It was twisted around my left ovary, thus, I lost my whole left ovary along with the cancer. I was in the hospital for a few days. Hopefully it won't come back since we caught it early. But we have to watch over it.

God is amazing. I was very blessed that the surgery went so well.

Guess what, my nurse was gay! He was so cute! That was the best part, lol.

I won't be able to read all of your guy's stuff for awhile (I won't be fully recovered until six weeks from now). But I'll do my best to get caught up.